emotional fools!!!

god!!!
Thats my reaction when i read the post below...
i am surprised at the vehemence with which i av written...
i guess this is a perfect example of why we are told not to act in the heat of the moment... cause later on it makes us feel stupid...
now that i look back...i feel-how stupid could i be???? to talk like that... to make a huge issue of a small thing... maybe i am going soft... maybe i am an emotional fool...
To look back very analytically - it was noone's fault.... just a small embarrassing situation that could av been dealt with maturity.. but no emotional fools that we are..we need to just let go in the heat of the moment...
now all i feel is guilty... guilty of my tirade against my friends.... nothing else... just a bit of nostalgia and guilt... this very guilt stops me from facing them...
well i am not a very courageous or confident person... my facade is such that people take me to be very strong... but beneath it all - likes a person waiting to be accepted..
i just hope and pray that my relations with those people stands this test of time and everything gets back to normal...
they say hope is the essence of life ( actually i say this.... just written the 'they' cause it makes it sound so true!! :) its a fact though!! )...
and with hope i sign off....